I’m in a funk. A moody, hormonal, crappy funk. I can’t even explain exactly why. It just seems to be a combination of things. I’m sure the pregnancy hormones surging through me are not helping the situation any.
The weekend went well. We went camping with my dear friend and her family, and I tried my best to be a good sport, but I’m afraid I came across crabby the whole time..but I hope I didn’t. I was tired and nauseous and we had the camping neighbors from hell. I had to have one major freak out with the guy about not staying another night, even though we already discussed it before even stepping foot in the campground. He wanted to stay and tried to guilt me into staying because everyone else but myself wanted to stay an extra night. It wouldn’t have been so bad if he wouldn’t have brought it up at least 3 or 4 times. And maybe I was being selfish, but damnit, we planned on staying only 2 nights, I wanted to sleep in my bed and I was going to be spending the next day (off work) unpacking, doing laundry, etc. I don’t get to do those chores throughout the week on random days. Or I guess I could, but after being away from home 10+ hours a day Monday through Friday, I like to try to come home and relax. And that’s exactly what I spent my day off yesterday doing…cleaning, unpacking, laundry, blah blah. I do feel a little bad for ‘making’ him leave, but I don’t think it would’ve been worth it for the Princess and I to stay an extra night.
So now I’m back to work. Still tired, still nauseous. It’s one of those days where I know I need to be grateful and thankful for what I have, and not what I don’t have. I’m trying.
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4 comments:
It's OK to feel crappy right now. The first three months SUCK! You're tired, exhausted, barfy, cranky, hormonal, TIRED..it's OK. Just come to terms with your bad mood and try to let it go. Although that is hard when the men are involved. they can be SO infuriating sometimes! ;o)
Hang in there, sweetie!
*HUGS*
Hun, you weren't crabby...you were fine. If I were in your shoes, I totally would have been getting home and in to my own bed. I wanted to stay for the same reason you want to go...I knew once I got home laundry, dishes, errands blah blah blah would be waiting...but I had the benefit of doing that stuff today (which I did, joy!)
We all had a really good time!
I hope you feel better! I have been in a mood the last week or so. I didn't realize it until multiple people pointed it out to me. *sigh*
Go ahead and whine! It's our pregnant prerogative!
Hang in there! It will get better!
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